Hey everyone out there. Hope you're having a reall yfun time. I am not right now. I don't know why but I seem to be either really depressed or really hyper/slap-happy. hehe Not like thats any surprise to those of you who actually know me. Tis prolly cuz I have a rare disease called "empathy disorder". (side note: is a disorder ever technically called a disease?) You know, that don't make no sense. It just don't make no sense at all. Well, I wouldn't call it a disease but it sure works like one sometimes. My prob is that I am just to "carried away", or perhaps "moved" is better, by everyones emotions around me. When they are happy, I am happy. When they are sad/depressed, I get depressed. Well, not ALL the time. But a lot. *humph* Now, I am not saying that I am compelled to act or not to act based upon the people I'm with. By all means no. I just tend to let my feelings/emos run away with the crowd. Not good for me a'tall. Well, off that subject/topic what ever you wanna call it.
My cousins + uncles +aunt left this morning. Last night though, My uncles and aunt and I were building a puzzle and we were trying to ignore all the screaming/noise coming from the basement. So, we started talking about kids (surprise surprise). And my aunt was like, "How many kids do you think is the right nomber?" (dialoge to cont. R=me, A=aunt, U=an uncle)
R - Well, I definatley think that 10 is a little too many. I think 7 is a pretty good number but I'll take whatever God gives me.
U - wow, that is still alot. Not that much difference with 7 and 10
R - yea but when it comes to kids, 3 can make a humongo difference
A - well, 7 certainly wouldn't really cut down on the screaming
R - I know but, my kids aint' gonna scream
*all chuckle*
A - well, when you find the secret, come tell us
R - okay.
Anyways, I am kicking myself because I really wanted to say, "Well, your kids would act a WHOLE lot better if you would discipline them. I mean come on! If you raise them so that they know if they scream they get what they want, then duh! They are gonna scream and (excuse the expression) "raise hell" over EVERYTHING. I mean HELLO!!" Well, I am really glad I didn't say that but yea, I wish I could've. But yea. Anyways. I love them, I just don't really know how to witness to them. Welperdoodles.
The End.
"It takes no time to fall in love. But it takes you years to know what love is" Jason Mraz in
Life is Wonderful on the Mr. A-Z album (gotta love Jason hehe)
Hello hello, I am currently (what a funny word) at my grandparents house. I just sang in my cousins wedding. uuuggghhh, My voice broke on the first verse, but thankfully that was it. I wish that my body would realize that I don't sing very well when my stomach is feeling weird and my mouth is all dry. *sigh* Welpers, I am going to the reception soon. You know, I really don' t know my cousins very well. This comp is sooo weird. Hey Charity, MJ and Tamarose, I really really miss you all. I am surrounded by hicks and it is not so fun. Well, I should prolly be going soon.
"To love yourself is the beginning of a life-long romance" (I don't know who said it)
*sigh* I feel depressed right now. I have NO idea why though. I just got my licence, I have a job interview tomorrow, I passed the placement test at Marian. Why do I feel like this then? Welpers, here's a little sompthin or other.
the sinking feeling, that
something’s not right
turns into a beast
with a savage bite
alone in the woods, darkness
all around
you call for help but
you hear no sound
silence
the fatal reply
bleeding to death
with no one
by your
side
cast away from life
“you’re imperfect”
they say
who cares what
they play in their
rooms filled
with s
why does it matter?
you know it’s just crap
talking, walking, living
it seems you are
with the rest of the world
but no, it’s not true
cuz who cares
who gives a
[thought] about you
a nobody. lost in
space and time
yes you’re alive
yes you’re here
but what about that?
what does it mean?
what should we do?
pamper you, spoil you?
tuck you in bed?
turn out the light
it seems you’re alive
that’s cuz you are
whose there for
everybody else?
do you care that they
are just like you?
different time,
different place,
different pains,
different face
and then the sun rises
and you see the reason
why nobody
called to you
when you were alone
they were all calling too
and listening for the
answers themselves
the day passes on
but the night will come
soon
so turn off the light
cuz it’s fake, it’s not
you
the time will come
when the light
never fades
when dark never
rises
to grab at
your feet
when your nightmares
will be chased
away
by the one
who found
the
real you,
the
one that was
hiding
in
the black
night
oh bother.
welp, here's my quote:
"the difference between genius and stupidity is that genius has it's limits" Unknown
Welpers, I don't really feel like being original right now so I am not gonna be.
"Only the shallow know themselves" Oscar Wilde
"Talk is cheap because supply exceeds demand" Unknown
"Anyone can win, unless there happens to be a second entry" George Ade
"Honest criticism is hard to take, particularly from a relative, a friend, an acquaintance, or a stranger" Franklin P. Jones
"Never get into fights with ugly people because they have nothing to lose" Unknown
"I talk to myself because I like dealing with a better class of people" Jackie Mason
"Roses are red, violets are blue, I'm a schizophrenic, and so am I" Frank Crow
"The learned are seldom pretty fellows, and in many cases their appearance tends to discourage a love of study in the young" H. L. Mencken
"Better that a girl has beauty than brains because boys see better than they think" Unknown
tata, that means enough for now.
ruthypeepers
